{"id":1,"date":"2021-05-25T12:57:45","date_gmt":"2021-05-25T12:57:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/?p=1"},"modified":"2021-06-30T11:15:42","modified_gmt":"2021-06-30T11:15:42","slug":"agirsaman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/2021\/05\/25\/agirsaman\/","title":{"rendered":"A\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>1<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn fakat so\u011fuk de\u011fil<br>uyu; ge\u00e7ecek uyuyunca<br>ayd\u0131nl\u0131k \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z<br><br>seslerdir d\u00fcnya, biz yokuz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>2<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn de k\u0131\u015f de\u011fil<br>kaybolmu\u015f kelime c\u00fcmlede<br>a\u011fac\u0131n esmeri tak\u0131yor maskesini<br>yaz var, yang\u0131n var her \u015feyde<br><br>susal\u0131m, ses etme!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>3<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kayarken aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n<br>alt\u0131ndan zaman<br>sabaht\u0131r do\u011fru, g\u00fcne\u015fsiz<br>uyu, \u00f6rt\u00fcn de<br><br>\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6lgesinde kayalar\u0131n ikimiz<br>kurdun postunda kurumu\u015f kan<br><br>c\u00fcmle hayvan\u0131n ruhuyla \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen y\u0131ld\u0131z<br>fakat \u00f6l\u00fcyoruz hen\u00fcz so\u011fuk de\u011filken<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>4<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>uyu da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme<br>dokunursa ge\u00e7ecek yaralar\u0131n<br><br>fark etmez bir t\u00fcy ya da kanat<br>donmu\u015f bir \u0131rmak Rusya\u2019da<br>ad\u0131 a\u015fk demek olan<br><br>herkesten ka\u00e7an \u015fifac\u0131<br>su kadar yaln\u0131z<br>yaln\u0131z \u00f6lecek, kimsesiz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00f6zleri vard\u0131 kalan<br>kal\u0131yor ard\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>5<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>d\u00fcnyadan yo\u011frulan maya<br>griye \u00e7al\u0131yor havada duman<br>yorulmu\u015f ama ta\u015f\u0131yor s\u0131rt\u0131nda<br>a\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>anlamak de\u011fil duymak i\u00e7in<br>s\u00f6ylenen ne varsa hep tekrar<br>uyu, \u015fark\u0131lar krall\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br>a\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman a\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>6<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kimin elleri kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r uykuna sa\u00e7lar kimin<br>aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6permi\u015f gece vurdu\u011fu geyi\u011fin<br>kara ama k\u00f6r de\u011fil; ate\u015ftir, yakm\u0131yor<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>karanl\u0131k vuruyor cisminden manaya<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>7<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ger\u00e7ek ama gidiyor, i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7erek<br>en gerekli \u015feylerde k\u0131p\u0131rdayan engerek<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kabileden kovuldu\u011fu ak\u015fam<br>topra\u011f\u0131n tenine bat\u0131yordu ara s\u0131ra<br>ince boynunda ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 diken<br>ayna sisli, uykulu davul, turuncu keten<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>harflerdeki zehre gidiyordu \u015eaman<br>gider i\u015fte b\u00f6yle zaman zaman<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>8<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman a\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman a\u011f\u0131r \u015eaman<br>\u00fc\u00e7 kere s\u00f6yledim bunu kendime<br>kapat\u0131p g\u00f6zlerimi \u00fc\u00e7 kere<br>saklad\u0131m seni evrende bir yere<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kirpi\u011fin ka\u015f\u0131na de\u011fdi yine<br>\u00f6l\u00fc ruhlar inledi can i\u00e7inde<br>kayna\u015f\u0131p g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131yla d\u00f6nd\u00fc d\u00fcnya<br>\u015fiir yaz\u0131yordum \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn gece<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>geceydi ama kan de\u011fil<br>t\u00fct\u00fcnd\u00fc ve duman de\u011fil<br>and\u0131 diyeyim, zaman de\u011fil<br>maviyle y\u00fckl\u00fc uzaklard\u0131 deniz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ve uyuyordu daha orman<br>uyu sen de<br>uyu, buradan da gideriz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><strong>Caymaz<\/strong><br><strong>2016 yaz, k\u0131\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu \u015fiir, \u015fairin <a href=\"https:\/\/www.odakitap.com\/dunya-evi-kitabi-onur-caymaz\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">D\u00fcnya Evi <\/a>kitab\u0131ndan&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn fakat so\u011fuk de\u011filuyu; ge\u00e7ecek uyuyuncaayd\u0131nl\u0131k \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z seslerdir d\u00fcnya, biz yokuz 2 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn de k\u0131\u015f de\u011filkaybolmu\u015f kelime c\u00fcmledea\u011fac\u0131n esmeri tak\u0131yor maskesiniyaz var, yang\u0131n var [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2929,"featured_media":99,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-siir"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2929"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":136,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1\/revisions\/136"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/99"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/onurcaymaz.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}